Do you ever feel like you're just doing the same thing every. single. day.? Be it work, school or maybe nothing -- you're just in a rut. I've been feeling like this lately; inevitably there's nothing I can really do about it, it's just how my life is at the moment: school, same part time jobs for the past four years and trying to blog on the side (which I wish I could do more of!). I KNOW I am still very young, but I keep thinking 'Oh god, my birthday is in 4 months again. I don't want to turn 23. What am I going to do next? I want to be extremely successful by 27.' Haha stupid, I know. Yet I can't help it. Anyways, I'm in L.A. visiting bae again and I've made myself sit in his apartment all day trying to get all of my school work done, but instead I ended up making mac n' cheese and watching four episodes of Greys Anatomy. It's not even good, but every time the episode ends I'm like, 'Well I need to know if Meredith dies.' 'Will doctor Weber die?' 'Are Jackson and April going to end up together?' It's like those times when drinking an entire bottle of champagne seems necessary then you wake up and ask yourself 'WHY did I need to do that?' and 'Who still watches Grey Anatomy?'
Well, I'm about to go for sushi and need to get out of this apartment so I guess that's all for now.